Would You Trade That Heart Of Gold For A Minute In My Skin?

Hey guysssssss. Okay, this weekend, I'm awayyyyyyyyyy. xD Weekend away with the girls which is cool, but y'know. No updating. Anywaysssss, here we go.

:::I'm Sick And Tired Of Always Writing Songs About You:::

And if you wanna go down in history then I'm your prince,
Because they've got me in a bad way I've never seen a heart I couldn't break.
It was never about the songs, it was competition.
Make the biggest scene, make the biggest...

The Music Or The Misery: Fall Out Boy.

*Alex POV*

After an terrifying ambulance ride, with question after question from the EMT's. Name? Age? Any allergies? Is she on any medication right now we should know about? I kept repeating the word no to them. She was perfectly healthy, just, unstable. I kept holding Jasey's cold hand, stroking her soaked hair, staring at her closed eyes, trying to mentally opening them. We parked outside the nearest hospital and the EMT's unlatched me from her. "Sir, we need to get your wife inside. She needs warming up." The female EMT said.

I nodded and let her hand go and followed them inside the hospital, wiping away my tears. The EMT's told the doctor's her stat's and rushed her through to the emergency department. The doctor's worked over her as I stood there, gormless at everything as they put a tube down her throat to help her breath. I had to blink to make sure I wasn't dreaming. "Sir, I'm going to take you outside while the doctor's look after your wife."

I nodded as I was escorted out of the room. I was sat outside the room on the uncomfortable plastic chair. "Sir, is there anyone I can call for you, for your wife? Family or friends?" I shook my head, still in shock. "Is she gonna be alright?" I asked, staring at the nurse. She bit her lip. "Listen, sir, she's in the best place."

"That's not what I asked." I snapped. She retreated back like I had slapped her. "Sir, I'm not sure. I'm not really qualified to say." She whispered. "I'm sorry. I didn't mean to yell at you." I apologized. She smiled sympathetically. "It's no problem. I know you're upset. Let me know if there's anyone I can call for you." She reassured before leaving me alone. I rested my elbows on my knees and dragged my fingers through my hair. I couldn't just sit here and wait for Jasey to come out of this.

I stood up and looked through the glass at the doctor's re-wrapping her in sliver foil and that stupid machine helping her breath. The colour was returning to her skin on her face and everything seemed to be getting better. I heaved a sigh of relief and sat back down, drumming my fingers against my knees. I stayed there for a hour, but it felt like several. In my pocket, my cell phone vibrated. My caller ID said 'Jack'. I sighed, glancing back at Jasey. The doctor's was watching her, and she seemed to be warming up and getting better so I jogged outside and answered the call.

"Hey Jack." I sighed. "Dude, where the hell are you? Have you found her?"

"Calm down Jack." I reassured. "How can I? My best friend's were missing and one of them still might be!" I leant against the brick wall of the hospital. "Dude, I found her." I said quietly. "Oh thank god." He gasped. "You with her? Bring her back here now, we have a show soon." I gulped. "Jack, she fell into Lake Michigan. I'm at the hospital with her now." I said quietly. There was silence at the end of the phone for a few moments. "Dude, what hospital? I'll be there in five minutes." I bit my lower lip, reading the sign above the hospital. "Milwaukee General." I told him, and without a goodbye, he had hung up. I quickly turned my phone off and went back inside where the doctor who was looking after Jasey was running back in with other nurses. "Oh my god." I whispered, racing to the doors. Through the glass I could see the doctor placing something around Jasey's chest area. Her body jumped up from the table and my eyes widened.

I glanced at her monitor, and she had no pulse. I flew through the doors as the doctor was reviving her for a second time. My body shook violently as I looked at her body jumped off the table and landed with a thud. "We've got her back!" The nurse yelled. Out of relief, I fell to the ground and one of the nurses raced to my side. "Okay sir, let's take through to the waiting room." I shook my head as I balanced against him. "No, I have to stay here with my wife." I demanded.

"Sir, she won't reply to you." The guy said. "I don't care, just let me stay. Please." I pleaded. He rolled his eyes but got another nurse to pull up a chair next to Jasey. I thanked him as he sat me down next to her. I took hold of her hand, which was defiantly warmer than before. With my other hand, I stroked her hair before caressing her forehead with my thumb. I stood up and kissed her forehead and put my forehead against hers. Thankfully, she was breathing on her own now since the shock to her chest. I could tell that there was still water in her lungs so when she woke up, she'd be coughing like no tomorrow.

I bought her hand up and kissed it lightly. "Jasey." I whispered, knowing she probably couldn't hear me. "Baby, I know this is going to be tough but this wasn't a way to escape it. I love you Jasey, so you can't leave me all alone to find our daughter. We need to raise her, together. Like a family, because that's how it was meant to be 3 years ago. You shouldn't have moved, I shouldn't have let you leave me like that. If I had known you were having our baby, I would have fought to see you. Even now, I'm fighting to keep you here. Neither of us are perfect Jasey, far from it but I love you. When I found you again, you lit up my whole life. I thought I was dreaming, but I know I'm not." I quickly wiped my tears away. "I love you so freaking much Jasey, it's scary to see you like this. You're everything to me, I mean my whole life. I never, ever want you to leave me Jasey. Just please, wake up." I begged, tears falling down my face. I kissed her hand again and rubbed my nose against it.

"Please, wake up." I begged, lying my head on her bed. Tears flowed onto the sheets as I felt someone touch my back. I looked up and glanced at Jack. He didn't smile as he stared down at Jasey. "How is she?" He asked. "She'll make it; she just needs to wake up." I said, wiping my eyes. He nodded, holding back the tears himself. "What happened?" He asked, touching her arm. "I don't know. She was getting pulled out of the lake when I found her. I think she fell." He nodded again. "When will she wake up?" I shrugged, tucking her wet hair behind her ear repeatedly.

Her head started moving, and she started coughing violently. The nurse at the other end of the room moved me and Jack back as she helped Jasey get all the water out of her lungs. She was gasping for air, as the nurse laid her back down. She glanced at me, her eyes blank. "Alex?" She asked, her voice hoarse. I wrapped myself around her, hugging her tightly. She started crying as she nuzzled into my collarbone. "I'm so sorry." She whispered, coughing. I smiled, and cupped her head so we were looking at each other. "Ssshh. Honey, it doesn't matter. You're safe now. You'll be okay."